2012 – How Back Chat was first created?

I was sitting today with 2 beings that usually speak in English when I’m around however this time they were speaking in a language that I couldn’t understand. I thought it must be because they are speaking on something they don’t want me to know, like keeping specific information from me. I than heard one of them speaks my Name and immediately, I became alert and more curious to know what those beings are talking about because it has to do with me.

What I was revealing to myself is:

When someone speaks my name through a language I do not understand, I think I did something wrong or someone is gossiping about me or that I’m not worthy enough to participate in the conversation. All of those thoughts and reactions are – Back Chats.

What I’m noticing and seeing in families with young children is that- whenever the parent wants to say something but doesn’t want the child to understand, the parent speaks in a language the child doesn’t know. The problem is that the child name stays the same in every language and when the child picks up his name what happens? Back Chats! The very first backchat starts in a very young age, at home, within the family construct.

So the child goes and think he did something wrong and start feeling anxiety, fear and guilt. Usually, the child won’t say anything to interrupt the parent by asking what the parent was speaking about because the child experience inferiority in that moment and the fear shut the child down.

Another cool point to look at is how judgement is being formed in a very young age. Parents have the tendency to speak about “adult stuff” like sexuality in a different language so that the child won’t understand. And if they don’t know another language, they will speak very quietly or develop their own secret language which the child cannot understand. But you know, children know everything, they pick up our shit but they do not express it, they suppress it. And so, they develop an entire belief system that sexuality is wrong, and can only be expressed in closed doors, it’s not allowed to speak freely about those kinds of things and… Back chats emerge.

Therefore, Backchats are the direct result of the upbringing wherein parents don’t understand the consequences of their actions.

What would be the solution? First to understand what Back chat is, how it was created, how it keeps on being generating in our mind and what are the consequences of the acceptance and allowances of one’s participation in back chat.

Secondly, One must take responsibility for one’s back chat through assisting and supporting self to stop participating in back chat and get self back ‘Here’ through investigating what self has accepted and allowed self to be and become; to be self honest about it and seeing it as it is, without judgement and apply Self Forgiveness and walk the correction.

So – to assist and support yourself to see the back chat, stop the back chat and get yourself back ‘here’, as the physical, for the very first time – Investigate the Desteni I Process. Because it is not only about you – it is about your children and how we fuck up our children through not understanding and realizing who and what we are. It is time to stop ourselves from creating unnecessary consequences because really – enough is enough.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to realize that when I’m talking in a language the child can’t understand, he picks it up and create back chat through sensing I’m speaking about him.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to realize that when the child doesn’t express and/or ask me what I’m talking about when I’m speaking in a language the child can’t understand, I’m supporting the polarity created as me being the authority/superiority and the child as the submissive/inferior.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to see how I’m directly responsible for the creation of backchat in a child’s mind when I’m speaking in a language that he can’t understand when the child is around and thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realize, see and understand the consequences of supporting a child backchat.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that if I speak in a language a child can’t understand, I won’t be require to explain him the point I’m facing because I perceive the child to be less than me and not capable of understanding how the system/point works.

I forgive myself for NOT accepting and allowing myself to explain the child in details and in clarity how the system works and instead, I believe that I’m protecting him from the system by blinding himself to what is really here, not seeing and understanding that by me protecting him, I’m supporting the perpetuation of the current system by keeping the child blind and ignorant.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to – when someone speaks my name in a language I don’t understand, to immediately access fear that I’ve done something wrong or that I’m not worthy enough to participate in the conversation through participating in back chat, instead of standing up, ask the conversation to be directed in a language I understand and face whatever is here within self trust, self honesty and humbleness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to access fear, unworthiness and inferiority when a conversation is being conducted in a language I don’t understand because I assume that the object of the conversation is me and bad things are being said.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing backchat due to assumptions that I’m creating in my mind when beings are speaking in a language I don’t understand wherein I immediately believe and perceive they are speaking about me and I shouldn’t ask them to speak in a language I understand.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel inferior when my name is being spoken in a conversation that is being conducted in a language I do not understand, and within that, I accept and allowed the perpetuation of the accepted pattern within the family dynamic wherein a child must be the submissive/inferior and the parent must be the authority/superior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react when someone speaks my name within a conversation that is being conducted in a language I do not understand because I’ve attached that conversation to when parents are speaking in a language a child cannot understand when the child did something wrong and the parents having conversation of how to direct the child/point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that a solution for moments when I want to say something that involve the child and I don’t want the child to understand, is to speak in a language the child cannot understand, instead of looking for a solution that is best for all because when I allow this pattern to continue, I’m accepting and allowing the creation of back chat in the child’s mind.

When and as I see myself wanting to speak in a language that a child around me cannot understand, I stop, I breathe and I see how to direct the conversation without me having to change the language. I understand my responsibility towards that child that is equal and one as me, I realize that by changing the language I’m supporting with his creation of backchat and I understand that in that moment, I’m able to take responsibility and assist and support myself in finding a solution that is best for all without compromising myself of the child.

When and as I hear someone speaks my name within a conversation that is conducted in a language that I do not understand, I stop, I breathe and I bring myself back here. I direct the point by asking the person to speak in a language I understand and directing myself to not engage with back chats as assumptions that are coming from the experience of inferiority, fear and guilt.

Thanks.

2011 – Giving up children for adoption because you don’t have money

I just saw a TV series which called ‘Lost’. No, it’s not ‘Lost’ in the island – it’s a documentary journey of people looking for their family members from all kind of reasons. The first lady is a 24 years old woman that was given for adoption when she was 4 years old. She has 7 brothers and sisters and the oldest one was 15 years old when she was given to an adoption. The mother died and the father had to work to provide his family and thus, the 15 years old sister had to raise her 7 brothers and sisters. Because she couldn’t handle it all – they decided to give up the little sister for adoption.

The adopting parents died when the girl was 14 – she was neglected again in her eye’s view. After 20 years, with the help of the TV producers, she found the 7 brothers and sisters and the story was revealed for the first time of why she was given up for adoption. Obviously, within this current money system, lots of kids are given up for adoption simply because the family doesn’t have the support required to raise a child. Money again determines the faith of the child. How cruel this world can be if a child is taken away from his/her family because they don’t have the tools (money/time) to support the child and instead of finding a solution for the family/supporting the family, the child is taken away and being given to those who have money. And we – accept and allow this world to exist the way it is. How fucked up that is.

Let’s stop child abuse – taking them from their family because the family doesn’t have money. Let’s stop telling ourselves that we’re doing a good thing when we give the child a chance for a better life with a family that has money to support the child. Let’s make sure everyone on earth have a better life. The solution is Here and it’s Equal Money System. Let’s open our eyes and stop all excuses of why this world is ‘just fine’ the way it is. Let’s make sure that each and every one of us is equally supported and have dignified life. Join us. Realize that you are the one that can change this world as 1+1=2. http://www.equalmoney.org

2011 – you want to sleep but your child wont let you – drug your child

The other day I was going down on the elevator at my work building and I overheard a conversation between 2 people. one of them have a boy who didn’t want to go back to sleep after he woke up in the middle of the night and the situation forced the father to entertain the boy and thus, the dad was tired the next day. The other person who is a mother told him that if it happens again, he can give to the child a coughing medicine which will put the child to sleep. Then another conversation started about which kind of medicine is the best to make the children fall asleep.

 

Bythe timeI’ve snapped out of a shocking mode, the doors opened and I had to go out without saying anything to them. That was actually cool because I was reacting within myself and judged the parents for what they are doing to their children, instead of realizing that this is the fucking system that we’re all participating with, there is no point in judging nor complaining about it, but to practically stand up, become the living example so that I could show people that which they have accepted and allowed in their world.

 

So here I am, blogging, showing you what is going on in people’s lives – parents medicating their children for their own self interest, so that they could sleep their beauty hours.

 

people require to have license to drive a car, they need a license to practice investment management, a license to build a house and a license to practice law  and yet,  no one require a license to bring up children.

 

That will change in an Equal Money System – it is time to stop child abuse, it is time to stop ourselves and change this world to a world that is worth living, a world where children will be able to express themselves without being medicated.

I’m one vote for Equal Money System along with Desteni I process –which is a life coaching training to educate oneself to be and become a being that is living that which is best for all.

2011 – 15 years old kid murder his best friend under the influence of Alcohol

15 years old boy murdered his best friend under the influence of Alcohol last night. The kid and the rest of his “friends”, escaped and left the boy to die on the street’s sidewalk. (http://www.ynet.co.il/articles/0,7340,L-4078188,00.html)

Of course, all are saying that the kids are coming from good homes and good education. that the neighborhood is great and the kid who murders his best friend is an angel. Really, I believe you. The thing is: it is not about the kid nor the parents, it is not about the neighborhood nor the education – it is about US, as humanity that accept and allow alcohol to exist while we all know what are the consequences of alcohol abuse, and how limited we are in supporting our children to not abuse it. we all know – they gonna abuse it one way or the other. Simply because we do not know how to educate our children to be and become an effective human beings that direct themselves according to what’s supporting them as the physical and what supporting them as part of this all world. We simply don’t know yet how to do it because we’re not that. YET.

We all were angles when we were kids and we all abused alcohol. Even if it was for one tiny time. One time is enough for creating consequences as we all come to know Some of is are still abusing ourselves with alcohol and stand as that example for our children. So if you really want to set an example to your child – stand up as principles of Equality – to say No to alcohol. Not only to your kids – to all kids all around the world.

The alcohol consumerism is enormous where there’s only one winner – the one that produced the alcohol. There’s only one loser – the one who bought it.

Once you abused the alcohol, you’ve been taken over by your own mind, you’ve become possessed and being enslaved to your own back chat.

There’s only one solution – Equal Money System – it is a system that is based only on what is best for all. Clearly, the use of alcohol isn’t best for all if one murder his best friend under the influence of alcohol. What’s best for all imply that if it effect one, it is effecting all.

So parents – investigate what is the Equal Money System (equalmoney.org) and how you can support your child and other parent’s children by simply stand as an example. an example that support all life equality, an example that support only what’s best for all. If you want to know more about how to physically, practically change yourself to become the living example – if you want to know how to educate yourself and your children – check out the ‘Desteni I process’.

www.equalmoney.org

www.desteniiprocess.com

2011 – Circumcision -The Horror of the Holy

Circumcision –

Today, I met a baby that was delivered just a few hours before. When the father changed the baby’s diaper, I went to look at how the pines looks like with the foreskin on.

Let me take it one step back – I was born as a Jew and I’m live inIsraelthus, all males are circumcised when they are 8 days old. Thus, I didn’t know how the foreskin looks like.

1.7 years ago, I investigated the religion/culture reasons for performing circumcision.

You can check it out here – Circumcision -The Horror of the Holy – Snip Snip

What I found out today is that the foreskin is literally attached to the human physical body, it is a part of and as the human physical body. I used to believe that it is a piece of skin that is not entirely stand one as and equal with the human physical body.

The extent of the abuse that we are accepting and allowing ourselves to exists as – taking a 8 days old baby, brutally cut off a part that is of and as the human physical body

No wonder that abuse exists in this world – we are abusing our own flash and blood. 1+1=2.

When I talk with people about this point of circumcision, I see that most people do not stop for a moment to think what is that they are accepting and allowing themselves to do to their child. It’s literally a robotic routine that people are participating with, with no consideration whatsoever of the child life. of what’s best for all.

Let me tell you another thing – circumcisions are EXPENSIVE meaning – it became an industry where people make a lot of money out of it. It cost between 3000-5000 Shekels (900$-1500$). So what driving the circumcision act? Money obviously.

Come on, be self honest and see what we’ve become – we’re so blindly believe that it is an act of/for god where in essence, its an act of/for money. God is just another fucked us abuser who allow 8 days baby to be cut.

Equal Money System and Re-Education system that is based on values of Life will change this old fashion brutally manner wherein children are being victims of almighty abuser god.

Investigate what you are automatically doing. Stop, investigate the point from the starting point of What’s best for all, investigate the point from the starting point of self honesty because you are hurting another human being just because you believe it is right, without ever questioning what it is all about. Stop abusing yourself, stop abusing others as yourself.

2011 – Are too many kids medicated?

Today kids receive medicine as if it was lollypops. Parents and teachers are looking for the quick fix – something that will keep their children quiet, focused and controlled. The doctors are more into prescribing rather than researching – none are considering the common sense solution that is NOT a chemical solution.

Who is the big winner – the Drug companies! We can clearly see that their advertising works cause we all enslaved to the media.

Giving medicine to a child makes us feels as if we care for our child, as If we are doing something to support him, we put a lot of money in medicine for our children – is it real support? Do we even start to understand the manifested system design that took over our life and our children lives?

It is not a secret that psychiatric drugs can be dangerous and cause harm to a person. The side effects are vest. It is not unlikely that one would abuse the drugs as they are easily prescribed nowadays by doctors and psychiatrics.

So what is wrong with us? We are those that allow our children to experience stress and pressure, we are the ones that fear letting them express themselves, we are the ones that tie their hands as we limit their play time and wanting them to be more indoors than outdoors – all we want from them is to be good at school, to achieve good grades to ensure their future success, to get married and bring children of their own. When they have done all of that, we feel that we did our share in life. how screwed up is that?!

Stop and smell the coffee – the medicine exists not because it is supporting you or your child but because someone can make money out of it. You eat the shit the media feeds you, Instead of taking responsibility and investigate the education system, the world system the family system, to investigate whether it is supporting your children.

Why are you so easily drug your child? You drug them so that the teacher won’t call you at work and ask you to take your child home because he is making a mess in class. When your child is sick, you give them antibiotics. Why? Is it because you truly believe that it what’s best for the child or it is your own self interest as you want to go back to work?

An equal money system will ensure the safety of your children. An equal money system is the solution that will ensure your child will be truly supported. Within an Equal money system, you’ll have time for a real solution rather than a quick fix.
Within an equal money system, you’ll have time to investigate the world systems that took over our lives and you’ll have the time to deconstruct yourself according to principles of Equality. Within an Equal Money system, you’ll have time to investigate your child behavior and you’ll see for yourself that the solution is not a chemical solution.
You want to support you child? Support the Equal Money system.

2011 – Why do you want to have Children of your own? – Be Self Honest!

“One made it in life when One bring a child to this world” – that is a common statement that I hear among human beings. When a woman come up with age, and didn’t give birth yet, she became possessed with wanting to deliver a child. She becomes crazy. All she ever thinks about is having children. Fascinating.

I was one of those women. I remember 2 years ago, I told my father that if he will assist me with money, I will get pregnant. I wanted a child so much and that is all I could think about. I was jealous at all those who are my age and have children. I wanted a child of my own to such an extant that I never stop to consider why I am experiencing that feeling, why my body signify to me that I need to bring a child to this world.

When I started to consider things within common sense, I’ve started to see and realize the origin point of how I manifested this experience. We taught to believe that the family is the most important thing in life and that we must get married and create a family. If we won’t, our life is a waste.

The first point I saw was self interest – I was possessed with bringing my own child, from my own physical body without considering that there are so many babies and children out here in this world that do not have parents. Those babies and children seek for a family, they seek a warm touch but no one consider them as the first option.

I worked a lot with the point of letting go the self interest of having my own child. Slowly, my physical experience changed and I no longer yarned for a child of my own.

But still inside me, I wanted a child though I didn’t care where it came from anymore.
The desire for children was silence for awhile because it wasn’t ‘Here’ so it wasn’t relevant. It became relevant when I started my agreement with my partner.

When it was ‘here’, I became possessed again. Though, because I’m walking a process of self honesty, I had to look carefully at why I’m becoming possessed again.
At that time, all I wanted to do was to run away from my life in Israel and it was convenient for me to project myself as a mother. why? Because it was a back door from walking as what is best for all and actually stand as an example, as influencing point in terms of Equality as What’s best for all.
I wanted to raise children instead of going to politics or working in the money system. I preferred staying at home and upbringing my children while my partner is out there, standing up for me as all of humanity.
We had many talks about children, in most of them, I wanted to push my partner to agree with me that we must do it as fast as we can cause I’m getting old.
Slowly, I became more stable within my application and I started to stand up in the Money system. I’ve realized that I’m actually heading towards becoming influential figure in the system and children isn’t a point I’m willing to take on in the next few years because it won’t be from the starting point of what is best for all.

When I started looking through what is best for all – it was clear to me that until an Equal Money System won’t be established, there is no place for children in my life because children takes time which is the only thing I do not have – Time.

The day I’ve made the decision to not have babies till this point would be a point that is best for all, I became relaxed within and as my human physical body – no more possession, no more running away. The decision to not have children in a way allowed me to start actually Re-Birthing myself.

The reason why people want to have children and specifically women that are not within a relationship is because they do not want to feel alone. They know that the moment the child is here, it’s for life. They wouldn’t be alone again cause “family is unconditionally”. Only when the children grow older they understand that having children doesn’t mean not feeling alone. By then, it is too late.

I suggest to all of those that desire to have children to, for a moment, STOP. Look within yourself within self honesty at the origin point of the desire for children. Look at what are you hiding from yourself, what have your trained to believe and become, why do you want your own flesh and blood child instead of adopting one that is already here.
We must realize how fucked we are as a mind consciousness system and be self responsible, be self honest. One always knows the truth of one self if one dares to look.
Ask yourself if the desire to have children support what is best for all or only what is best for you, in this current money system we live in and as.
Ask yourself why you are willing to commit to a baby but do not commit to yourself.
Ask yourself why you allowing yourself to bring a baby to this abusive planet instead of taking responsibility for earth by supporting Equality?
Ask yourself if you are self honest – if you say you are – you are in a deep problem.
If you admit you are not – I suggest investigating Desteni and the ‘Desteni I Process’.

Thanks.

2010 – A decision to not have children.

Few years back, I was sure that by 2010 I’ll have my own kids. Then I realized that there is no common sense in bringing my own children when there are so many already in this world that needs a family. Even though I realized this point, I was not yet one and equal to this point because deep down, I still yarn for my own children, I still desired being a mother. At that time, I was following knowledge, I still didn’t understand the meaning of myself, I still didn’t understand how I designed myself. I was looping around this point for years.

When I started the agreement, the point of desiring for children, came back again. I was possessed by that point. In a way I’m lucky to have people in my life that sees behind my possession and could pointed out to me that I need to investigate what activated the desire again. This person suggested me to wait at least 7 years of walking process before I’ll consider having kids. Obviously I had resistance to hear that.

but I started investigating the point of upbringing children, I started to observe parents of babies differently, I started to observe myself around babies. I saw sad thing – I saw that babies around the age of 1 year old are already infused to the system, are already Mind conscious system. I experienced sadness. Suddenly realized how fucked this world is and how I am not ready yet to take the responsibility to have children. I mean, how can I be responsible to upbringing a child according to principles of equality when I haven’t taken responsibility for my own life in its totality. Then the point of waiting at least 7 years of walking process was clear to me.

So for the first time in a long time (or even for the first time in my life!), I’ve made a decision from SELF starting point. To not have children till I’ll be sure that I understand what it means living oneness and equality. Till I understand how the system works, till I understand my own system and change myself to stand in every moment of every breath within self honesty. That means, that I’ve let go the desire to have children cause I probably be old by the time I’ll become equal and one as life to physically be able to have children.

My experience is of release. Like a huge burden that I carry my all life left me. Now I can see clearly my own pre-program desire and change myself in this one specific point. To not accept and allow myself to be directed by my pre-programmed life. That is a huge relief.

So when letting this desire go, what did I see? I saw that the education system is corrupted and instead of infusing myself as the current education system, I am able to stand up and change the system for the people after me. To stand up from my own self interest of becoming a mother so in time, children can come to this world and experience themselves as life. I saw that there is no common sense in bringing more children to this fuckupness world. We must first change the world and make sure no abuse is here. I saw that the children are the future but we need to prepare the way before them.

I realized that having children at this point, will enslave me in a way I won’t be able to change the system as I would like to do because my focus would be on my children instead of everything that is here to sort out as of what is best for all.

Of course, it is always start with self. and thus, I committed myself to focus on myself, to change myself for what is best for all so from that, as I’m changing myself, I’m changing the world.

Making this decision showed me that I’ve actually already changed. Not having children isn’t the way I saw my life before process when I was still limited by my own pre-programming design.

I’m standing up for life and letting go self interest. It’s new to me this experience. Why? Couple of months ago I experienced myself as a victim of equality. It was hard for me to let go my own self interest for what is best for all. Cause I couldn’t grasp the point of equality and how I am part of the whole. I felt that I’m sacrificing myself and not getting anything in return. But it’s not true. I’m getting LIFE in return; I’m getting myself in return. That is a wonderful experience!